Documentary History of the State of New York, Vol. II
In the mean time I beg leave to declare to your Lordships with the most unfeigned Sincerity as I did to the late Genera,! Braddock-- that my only motives for accepting the Commission & powers he conferred upon me, were to serve my King & my Country at this important crisis. I stipulated with him for no reward for myself -- and whatever Expectations I might indulge they were never equal to the fatigue nor the Disadvantages to my private Fortune w<=h. I foresaw I should & w^h. I have suffered.
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My Lords, animated by my Loyally, by my Zeal for the public safety and welfare (both which were at stake) and by some desire of Fame, I accepted General Braddock's Commission & executed the trust reposed in me Chearfuliy to the utmost of my abilities & with Integrity. Gov^'. Shirleys interfering in the authoritave & ill-judged manner he has done, was injurious to the true system of Indian Affairs, a violation of the terms of my Commission & an arbitrary Insult upon my Character. And I must beg leave to inform y"". Lordships that if His Majesty should think proper to honour me with the management of Indian Affairs, I am in Duty bound to declare, that I do not think I can fulfill his royal Expectations & do that Service to my Country w*^^. Majesty may expect from me, if my Proceedings are to be controuled by any Gov^. who may by being ill advised or from Personal Resentments or from other undue motives, take upon him to counteract my measures.